tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-197807151022185192024-03-05T05:15:09.322-08:00Love and Let Livejackiekawakamihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06594151957907943424noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19780715102218519.post-30258402340155739032011-02-13T00:07:00.000-08:002011-02-13T00:07:51.516-08:00Thoughts and blessings<div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">Thoughts...</span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">I have so many thoughts swirl in my head when its a Saturday night at 1am and I am alone. I can always clear my head when I go run, buts its not summer and Its cold! </span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px; min-height: 14.0px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"></span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">I do not understand how you can love someone with all your heart and want to stat a family with them, but not feel fufilled like a Nicholas Sparks novel is. There is no real life book to help out with the heart though. You have to get hurt, cry, and be wildly in love in order to figure that out. I am blessed to have a best friend in life and not just a fake relationship</span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">I do not understand how someone can have a child and not be a parent. How they can be there to listen but never really care. If its not about them then they will not care.They grew up being a selfish child and grew into the It takes a lot to be a parent and to give your child your whole heart and life, but some people will never be capable of doing that. I am blessed by learning from that parents mistake and I will be the best mother that a girl needs.</span></span></div><div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><span style="letter-spacing: 0.0px;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space: pre;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #666666;">I do not understand the meaning of the word friendship. I grew up in a town when friends were as disposable as my jeans skirts. The friends I had in highschool I though were my whole world. I would be the best friend to someone then one simple event or person would happen and my life would be changed. I am not saying I was the most loyal or best of person when it came to friendship but I would not treat a friend the way mine did. I did not have the luxery of having best friends, I had people there to listen to your latest drama, grab lunch, then not hang out with them for months. Since the fifth grade it was the exact same cycle. I am blessed though to have found meaning to friendship when I got the hell out of that town. </span></span></div>jackiekawakamihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06594151957907943424noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19780715102218519.post-46566395337418293342011-02-04T22:58:00.000-08:002011-02-04T22:58:11.980-08:00me and Tennessee...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEifOrr3VCExhgF_PqF2rXoaNX9FL8R8kWip9tDtZ5Klc8EpGuiJ698z_zXRklkD6AowYoLa6zFwG6QqJXK3h3jADIF9_tIySP5f-ZfCNefG-flD4Q_ILJ3Pk8-6H0e1kdYKkPJZHwjoZd8/s1600/MV5BMTU5NjEyMjE2NF5BMl5BanBnXkFtZTcwMTY1MjUyNA%2540%2540._V1._SX640_SY427__large.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="213" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEifOrr3VCExhgF_PqF2rXoaNX9FL8R8kWip9tDtZ5Klc8EpGuiJ698z_zXRklkD6AowYoLa6zFwG6QqJXK3h3jADIF9_tIySP5f-ZfCNefG-flD4Q_ILJ3Pk8-6H0e1kdYKkPJZHwjoZd8/s320/MV5BMTU5NjEyMjE2NF5BMl5BanBnXkFtZTcwMTY1MjUyNA%2540%2540._V1._SX640_SY427__large.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br />
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</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;">Baby I Think We Both Know It's Gone Wrong, Wrong, Wrong</span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">And I Know You Don't Think We Can Carry It On</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Baby I Think We Both Know It's Gone Bad, Bad, Bad</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Think Of All The Good Times We Had</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Driving To Your House</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Member When We First Met</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Dancin' On A Friday Night</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Under The Moon Light</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Talkin' Till The Night Was Gone</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">In The Back Of My Truck With The Radio On</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Then That Ol' Song Comes On</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Together We're Singin'</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Forever We're Singin'</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">When That Ol' Song Comes On</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Together We're Singin'</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Forever We're Singin'</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">That Ol' Country Song</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Baby I Think We Both Know</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">It's Alright, Alright</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">But How Could I Forget What You Did That Night</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Baby You Told Me You Loved Me In Tennessee</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Where We Were Gonna Live</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">But Now You've Done A Few Things That I Can't Forgive</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Driving To Her House</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Tellin' Her You Love Her</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Lying On A Friday Night</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Ring In Your Pocket</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Lying To Me All Along</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">In The Back Of Your Truck With The Radio On</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Then That Ol' Song Comes On</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Together We're Singin'</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Forever We're Singin'</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">I Know We Went Wrong</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">But We Belong</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Together We're Singin'</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Forever We're Singin'</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">That Ol' Country Song</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Then That Ol Song Comes On</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Together We're Singin'</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Forever We're Singin'</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">I Know We Went Wrong</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">But We Belong</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Together We're Singin'</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Forever We're Singin'</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">That Ol Country Song</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah</div></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 16px;"><div style="text-align: center;">Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah</div></span>jackiekawakamihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06594151957907943424noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19780715102218519.post-54395586667177275752011-02-03T23:38:00.000-08:002011-02-03T23:38:25.188-08:00My firstMy first blogg!<br />
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